Season Of Rest & Moulding

I know it's been a while since i have written to you my beautiful people, but there has been a lot going on. Going to ministry school for the past six months has been tremendous.

If someone told me three years ago that i would be in semenary, i would tell them they are dreaming on the wrong side of the bed. But you know what? All things are possible with God. Matthew 19:26

As you may have known, for the past three years i have been learning and teaching about personal growth and Leadership. It's been a long road for me. I went from being a broken, single mom, to a married woman on a journey to wholeness and renewal.

School Of Revival?

Going to the School Of Revival at Catch the Fire Raleigh is not as i expected, it's actually beyond my expectations. I went to SOR thinking that i was just going to enhance my calling by learning more about things that we would call "head knowledge." I though i was just going to learn how to preach the gospel, get an internship to further my calling in praise and worship, then call it a day. I must tell you, God had another plan.

I remember the very first class, in the first semester. It was our Church History class. God hit me soo hard, right in the core of my heart, i really was not expecting that. We were just praying to get our hearts ready for the morning class session. My instructor started praying in the Spirit and before you knew it, everyone was in tears praying in the Spirit too. Holy Spirit crashed in on us and took over the class for half of the morning. This is how class would start every morning. I soon realize that i was not in the conventional Ministry School, I acknowledged that there is something special about to happen, and i am going to experience it all.

Every class brought healing and Restoration to my soul, because Holy Spirit was always present. I thought i was healthy and whole when i begin the first semester. The Father showed me how much pain i kept suppressed deep within me, pain that was there for soo many years, i even forgot about them. There was still unforgiveness in my heart that needed healing. They were there, stored. As i remember, and as the Lord heal those broken parts of me, like a potter moulding His clay, When i thought my heart was about to fall out of my chest, My Heavenly DADDY, would whisper " I love you, and AM with you, I will never leave you." I would feel His presence and power healing my heart and rewiring my brain. Learning to know and see Him as my Father took me to a new level in my daily walk with God as well as learning my indentity in Jesus.

My healing brought me soo many breakthroughs, i can authentically smile because there is soo much joy in my heart. It's amazing how God brings people in our lives that we can cry with, heal with, be open and real with, then laugh with. The classroom is full of these people. They have become my spiritual family.

There is still more breakthroughs coming, as i am in a season of rest, and preparation.

I am developing boldness in the Spirit, and hearing His voice more clearer everyday.

When i find myself going back into the old way of thinking. He affirms me, He tells me who i am, He reminds me of what He has spoken over my life, and the His promises to me. He is a Magnificent Father to me.

I am not going to School Of Revival(SOR) just to learn Theology and Revival, although these are very important components to prepare me for ministry. I am going to SOR to learn how to get intimate with my Heavenly Father, to meet Him in the Secret place so that i can be healed Spiritually, Emotionally, Physically and Mentally from all the trauma of the past, so that i can then open up the heavens and bring down the Kingdom of God to the ones who are broken like i have been. Pretty incredible isn't it?

For the Next year or so, i will be spending more time reading the Bible and listening for His voice as He speak to me about the different Narratives. I will be starting from Genesis to Revelations. I will share them with you.

So stay tune for more!